March was the month of change, where I was suddenly felt pain I've never felt before. I presumed the pain would come gradually not as violently as it did that first morning.
Six weeks previously my palliative nurse had talked to us about 'just in case' drugs. So if pain came during the night a nurse or a paramedic could come to the house and administer the strong painkillers they aren't authorised to carry themselves.
That morning we called the paramedics who couldn't do anything because the 'just in case drugs' hadn't been delivered! They rolled their eyes when they found we didn't have the drugs. They helped me back to bed and we waited for the nurses and doctors to help. It was a long hard and painful day. I didn't move and slept most of the day. The drug to help with the pain is called zomorph and it's a really effective pain killer.
A charitable organisation called the Willow Foundation (www.willowfoundation.org.uk) arranges special days for seriously ill young adults. I asked to go to the England vs Scotland Six Nations rugby match at Twickenham. The tickets for me and a carer (Natalie) arrived with hotel bookings for Friday and Saturday night because my energy levels had been getting lower every day. Zac suggested that there should be a try out for the much envied position of carer! Natalie won!
Unbeknown to me, my palliative nurse after the long painful day, had told my family that she didn't think I wouldn't well enough for Twickenham. Little did she know my determination to watch my favourite sport was stronger than any pain I might encounter.
Before we arrived at the stadium, Natalie said we had to be there for 1.30pm, I thought, kick off isn't until 4pm. We arrived at 1.30 and we weren't allowed up to our seats. I said why are we here? The only things open were food places and we weren't hungry because our friends Loren and Charley Jones had brought a beautiful brunch for us at the hotel. Natalie sat on the steps and me on my mobility scooter and we sat there waiting and I thought okay. Eventually we spoke to some information people who said we could go up to our seats at 2.30 and then it was 2.15 and Natalie said should we go up now and I said kick off still isn't until 4 so if we get to our seats there's nothing to do up there. We started going and handed the tickets to the lady at the lift and Natalie's phone started ringing so I waited while she answered it.
We went up in the lift and I backed out in my scooter and gave my tickets to the steward who directed us to our seats, so I scooted along when Natalie called out 'Talitha!'. I felt a tap on my shoulder and a voice said 'You just went past me!' I looked up and saw JONNY WILKINSON! (www.jonnywilkinson.com) I said 'oh my goodness it's you'. I drove straight past him because I had no idea he was going to be there. I couldn't believe it. So we then had an amazing conversation, he was so nice. His mum was there as well and she asked 'where's Josh? As Josh had organised the surprise meeting. We talked about our family and how many there are of us and they were impressed with that. Explained that Natalie and I are twins. Then we spoke about the previous matches England had played. We talked rugby and tactics and I said how I thought he's a great person that I've read books about him and how he's a great rugby player but an amazing person as well. He said when you're playing rugby you're so focused on the game that you don't really see anything else but after rugby you see everything, that there's a whole life out there and it's just rugby. He thought me and people like me are the inspiration and he draws a lot of strength from that. Natalie mentioned that it was a good day for rugby, not too windy compared to last week where the kicking was off because of the wind. He said well that's what they'll say but they practice for that. We both said he was the expert he would know. We also mentioned how we had met Jonah Lomu (Jonahlomu.com) and become good friends. He said he really liked him and remembers meeting him France and how amazing he was.
His mum was so glad that they could do this and hoped we enjoyed every minute. His security were trying to get him to leave but he shook them off. I said you're commentating today and he said yes, they're always trying to get us to do rehearsals. He said he told them you just ask me questions and I'll answer, what do we need to practice? His phone rang as well and he gave it to his mother to answer he just wanted to stay and chat. His mother gave me a hug before she left (she left sooner than Jonny because it would take her longer to get to the other side of the stadium).
Jonny had a base ball cap to put on so he could get past the crowds of fans who would stop him on the way. Before he left he gave me a hug and said stay in touch.
After that wonderful experience we watched the most amazing match. Poor Scotland didn't have a chance because so many people were praying I'd have a great day. The final score was 61 to 21.
There was another great moment that happened on the way to the car, you can read it on Natalie's blog http://nataliefurbank.blogspot.co.uk/2017/03/11th-March-2017-Twickenham.html?m=1
Just a bit of background information about how Josh arranged this surprise for me. Josh knew that Jonny was going to be working at the stadium for the match so he wrote to Jonny's mother and asked if it would be possible to arrange a meeting. She said because his work schedule was very tight she didn't know if it would be possible but she would try her best to make it happen. Because of the uncertainty my family decided not to tell me about it, in case he was unable to make it and potentially spoil what would have been a great day anyway. On the Friday before we left for London Natalie had a phone call from an unknown number, it was Phillippa Wilkinson, Jonny's mother! She said 'hello this is Phillippa Wilkinson, Jonny's mum, Jonny Wilkinson's mum, he plays rugby or he did play rugby. Do you know?' Natalie replied, 'yes I do know'. They then made tentative arrangements to meet the next day. Hence the requirement to be at the stadium earlier. The phone call Natalie took before we went up in the lift was another unknown number. The voice at the end of the phone said, 'hi, this is Jonny Wilkinson'. Natalie had to remain calm and not give the game away because I was right there. He told her that he was waiting up at our seats, so when the lift doors opened and I was facing into the lift Natalie could see over my head Jonny waving at her. A great experience for her too. All the family back at home were waiting on tenterhooks to hear if the meeting happened, and were all thrilled when I sent the text, 'I just met Jonny Wilkinson!'
It was one of the best days of my life and it was the last outing I've had. My mother said to my father as she saw me walk to the car on the Friday we left that she didn't think I'd be able to walk out of the house again. That proved to be true. It was indeed my last outing.
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